You cheated in the most stupid way possible and are now spinning it as you are happy about it, no you just did something stupid. You're not going to do anything with your freedom except find some other game to spend your time on, and it will be one you like less than this one.
Was it worth it? You made so many REMAs and invested so much time and effort. Now it's gone. Learn from your mistakes, don't distort reality to protect your ego.
Nah, I'm free, bro. I've been offered multiple accounts to have and to borrow, some really good, but it's just not the same. I had all 22 jobs mastered and ML20+. 20 of them were geared out. 20+ REMAs etc.