You know, the thing that bothered me most about playing this game was the fact that everything was virtual, a facade to vanish at the whim of another.
It's all about the entertainment, and once that fades, you're left with the need for something more fulfilling, more productive, tangible. Take some time to learn something new to you, perhaps develop a hobby like backyard metalcasting or home genetic engineering - the rewards you gain during those adventures will be ones to keep for a lifetime.
Best wishes man, you've always been great company, and I'm sure you always will be.