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FFXIAH Linkshell Ni
Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-24 08:26:28
Stupid things give us something to learn from and give us something to cringe about later!
I have regerts that are older than most of you...they come back to haunt me on a fairly regular basis...typically when I am trying to sleep but especially when I have something important that I need to wake up early for the next day... careless things...mindless things...things that I wasn't even aware I was doing at the time...so many things that I wish I could change... or have done differently.
and on the one hand, yes they all brought me here to this time and place.. which is a pretty nice place to be for a no account *** who everyone wrote off from the jump... and maybe it makes me a horrible person because the truth is that I wouldn't change a single one of them if it would jeopardize the where I am right now...
and when those rationalizations don't work...scotch.
soothing warmth... blur the memories... soften my pillow...carry me to the land of dreams... let me sleep
Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-24 08:27:43
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-24 08:31:34
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Siren.Mosin
Serveur: Siren
Game: FFXI
By Siren.Mosin 2018-08-24 08:57:22
scotch. soothing warmth... blur the memories... soften my pillow...carry me to the land of dreams... let me sleep
write that ***down, that'll be our first official holy *** backyard tabernacle prayer.
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Siren.Mosin
Serveur: Siren
Game: FFXI
By Siren.Mosin 2018-08-24 09:01:22
also HAPPY DANCE PARTY FRIDAY!
may these slick beats soothe thy soul!
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 27982
By Shiva.Spathaian 2018-08-24 09:04:45
I get there a lot whether I make good decisions or not. I know I will always have those thoughts and feelings. In all honesty, I don't get rest from those moments unless I get the "joy" of being manic and as soon as I crash from that I get the experience all of it again.
What I can at least do is soften the blow, use my anxiety and over analysis of everything I do in a constructive way. No, it doesn't always work but at the end of the day I know I'm at least trying.
It's no secret at this point that I've been to some incredibly dark places, and that still happens from time to time. But after what I tried to do, I refuse to let one half of my brain beat the other.
It's a mini-competition between me and myself. It's like a sitcom, but with knife fights!
... Quickly, someone draw me a picture of my brain having a knife fight with itself!
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-24 09:52:06
we all have... that's why we wear all this armor... /poses
Ephesians 6 homies...the armor of god, breastplate of righteousness, sword of the spirit and the shield of faith...
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-24 10:05:06
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Siren.Mosin
Serveur: Siren
Game: FFXI
By Siren.Mosin 2018-08-24 10:57:26
I get that the rest of the world wants me to be doing other stuff, but it sure would be nice if the rest of the world just wanted me to play no man's sky all day, because that would be easy.
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Lakshmi.Flavin
Serveur: Lakshmi
Game: FFXI
Posts: 18466
By Lakshmi.Flavin 2018-08-24 11:20:33
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Serveur: Excalibur
Game: FFXIV
Posts: 3178
By Nadleeh Sakurai 2018-08-24 11:42:35
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-24 12:05:31
I get that the rest of the world wants me to be doing other stuff, but it sure would be nice if the rest of the world just wanted me to play no man's sky all day, because that would be easy.
is there a black market for spacebucks that you could capitalize on?
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Siren.Mosin
Serveur: Siren
Game: FFXI
By Siren.Mosin 2018-08-24 12:37:59
I do not believe so.
:(
Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-24 12:53:36
BOO!!!
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 27982
By Shiva.Spathaian 2018-08-24 14:43:23
In meeting... browsing a gaming forum...
Is this what it's like to be a professional?
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-24 15:01:28
yeah but don't tell anyone
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 27982
By Shiva.Spathaian 2018-08-24 15:04:52
Secret professional. Agent 00Spath
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Bahamut.Milamber
Serveur: Bahamut
Game: FFXI
Posts: 3691
By Bahamut.Milamber 2018-08-24 15:05:00
In meeting... browsing a gaming forum...
Is this what it's like to be a professional? Nope.
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Ramuh.Urial
Serveur: Ramuh
Game: FFXI
Posts: 31068
By Ramuh.Urial 2018-08-25 10:57:49
In meeting... browsing a gaming forum...
Is this what it's like to be a professional?
That and learning to hold rolling your eyes until you blink so you don't talk with your face.....
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-27 08:53:49
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 27982
By Shiva.Spathaian 2018-08-27 09:21:00
Two dates this weekend.
Realization of how awkwardly cute we are. Like, it's vomit inducing.
Looks like I'm working overtime the next 2 days.
Wish me luck.
Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-27 10:24:07
Best of luck to you Sire, the warm smile of Altana shines down upon our king to bring comfort in trying times. Amen.
sup fellas... what news can you share with us?
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-27 12:46:14
it's quiet today PARKER... a little too quiet...
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 27982
By Shiva.Spathaian 2018-08-27 13:37:14
Don't you dare reverse time on me now.
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-27 14:54:31
that may have been the me from later going back to before to stop me from skipping to now back then.... /looks under keyboard
and still no powerball numbers... >.<
on the plus side it appears that I succeeded in thwarting my own attempt to skip to september...
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Carbuncle.Skulloneix
Serveur: Carbuncle
Game: FFXI
Posts: 15018
By Carbuncle.Skulloneix 2018-08-28 08:21:44
Stupid things give us something to learn from and give us something to cringe about later!
I have regerts that are older than most of you...they come back to haunt me on a fairly regular basis...typically when I am trying to sleep but especially when I have something important that I need to wake up early for the next day... careless things...mindless things...things that I wasn't even aware I was doing at the time...so many things that I wish I could change... or have done differently.
and on the one hand, yes they all brought me here to this time and place.. which is a pretty nice place to be for a no account *** who everyone wrote off from the jump... and maybe it makes me a horrible person because the truth is that I wouldn't change a single one of them if it would jeopardize the where I am right now...
and when those rationalizations don't work...scotch.
soothing warmth... blur the memories... soften my pillow...carry me to the land of dreams... let me sleep
Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-28 09:38:00
/stops working and looks around
PARKER?... PARKER is that you?
/sips what's left of his coffee
quit screwing around PARKER I need a refill...
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and some Jameson... I think all of this back and forth time travel is starting to get to me... it's like deja vu times 47 million
did I already say that?
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Siren.Mosin
Serveur: Siren
Game: FFXI
By Siren.Mosin 2018-08-28 09:54:00
“plenty of regrets” would be a cool tattoo.
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Serveur: Shiva
Game: FFXI
Posts: 20130
By Shiva.Nikolce 2018-08-28 10:00:26
Evil Scientists Log NIdate 18479
you know the dream where you wake up and get ready for work and then when you get to the office you go to open the door and then you wake up... it's kinda like that... but this time the door opened.
/looks at his hands
ok... no ants... so that means we're probably either in the dream zone or the shadow realm or we're in the forbidden zone...
/looks out the window to check the sky
purple vanilla... ***.
and there are no other people....
there had better be a lot of coffee PARKER
By volkom 2018-08-28 10:19:15
waking up this morning...
Edit: As of 2010-10-05 14:48:06 CST, Ni reached 10,000 pages.
Since we all can't be on the same linkshell in game, this can be our cross server linkshell thread.
Like most linkshells, it can be pretty dead at times. Other times it's full of intense conversations about either rl, gear, goals, pokemon or anything else you want to contribute.
We can cover any sort of topic at all, within reason of the forum rules. No real main topic, just a bunch of FFXIAH friends/people coming on and discussing random things.
http://www.nationstates.net/nation=royal_kingdom_of_ni
Continuation from: http://www.ffxiah.com/forum/topic/2873/ffxiah-linkshell/732/#150486
Update: Sorry Eternaltriumph, too much has changed D: (Page 698)
Eternaltriumph said: Yeah Chuu. Bringing you up to speed, Ludoggy is the LS pedophile. I'm the fountain of random and useless knowledge that makes you go "Hrm" with the occasional side of "holy shit he said what?"
Kungfu is the LS nutjob, spouting super random things that are usually sexist, until Savvy or Alyria comes into the room. Then he's a classic case of sexual harrassment. Rumaha is also true to the second part; we're wondering about his sexuality though.
Daj is Ludoggy's gay lover. Not much else is known about this Asuran. Tairo is kinda new, but since is a female and Alyria's lesbian lover, she fit right in real quick.
Celene(F) and Rowland(M) are more of the shyer members, but often say things that are witty, have a good pun and sometimes cause three page discussions. Celene hates when people hit on her. It doesn't stop them from trying.
Krizz is just social and likes to kill time here during work Tbest is about the same, except tends to be a douche to guys and affectionate toward girls.
Alyria is the most social female, gets groped a lot without provoking it by others, and Tairo ends up stabbing people for it. Cai is just a barrel of lols, I might be gay for him. If I wasn't straight.
Not sure about Citag, s/he's new. Kiriyu is just an in-out kinda person. Says one thing every three days that every guy makes a big fuss over. Ludoggy gets really defensive since she's asian and underage (might be 18 now).
Artem is the wayward soul that makes you ponder the meaning of life by constantly reminding us life can suck. But he deals, and so do we. About the same for Savannah, except people are more "AWH!" to her because of a vagina involved.
Dasva is the ex military man (as is Krizz but this doesn't apply to him) who hates the world and plots a way to destroy most of it.
Number2 is kinda like a mix between Cai and I; never bashes, likes to laugh and has odd avatars. His current suits a lot of the convos this LS gets into. Barti is most well known for his moustache. He gives mousatche rides for a fee. I'm missing a few people but whatever. CARRY ON!
Luelle Smells.
Roster of FFXIAH Ni (as of April 1st, 2010 Pocoyo avatar craze)
One Year Anniversary!!!Asura.Ludoggy said: Happy b-day ls.
Heres my lame gift to AHLS, since Row is lame and took away the OP, I made my own!
Haseyo/Bignose: He's got a bigass nose, Leader of the RL avi revloution or some junk no one gives a crap about...crazy about his asian pop/rock bands and is a closet pedo. AKA LAME
Dameshi: wont level his sam sub and is a lolblu, LAME
Citag: Doesnt put out, Really lame
Dasva: Uses Chu as a cover up for his desire for me greased up and naked on his bed, Lame.
Rydiya/Bra+Panties: Secret lesbien, doesnt wear bra+panties, like to knit and other old people stuff (bingo)
Pikachu/Chu: Hi Chu, I love chu
Kryee/Socks: Noms on socks, wears the sam red pair everyday and frequently sniffs her arm pits.
Cheyne: Domo origoto, Mr Roboto...I think he's gay.
Urial: SOCCER IS LAME AND YOU'RE LAME.
Thundars: LOLCANADIAN
Spence: LOLFRENCHCANADIAN
Enterius/ghost: He's a ghost...he'll say something witty to me later.
Ixe: Ducky face and cant seem to get a straw in her mouth (can get other things in there though)
Mairah: She cool...lame
Bart: Full times OPO-OPO, free mustache rides otherwise LAME
Sav/Mango: Field trips, yay!
Aly/thatgreenmodthatwillbanmeifIsayanythingbad: *tapes*
Woody: You're not Italian...no tea for you.
Sectum: My apprentice...loves asian girls, loves to cook...he's awesome. put me in a story where I wasnt a pedo and that'd cool
Rum:STOP RAIDING MY BASEMENT AND TAKING AWAY MY GIRLS GAWD. Long Islander...lame
Valencea:Wont tell me the color of her undies, you lost the bet...no we cant get married...NO MEANS NO
Kojo:Open pedo...he likes scat, ewww
Tohsou: I think he's a pedo with a girlfriend as cover up, lame.
Kiriyu/strawberry: Lurk Less post moar! I see you what you are doing!
Krizz: Mohawk guy #1
Triet: Mohawk guy #1...wait
Bloodbathboy: The Hulk
Kungfuhustle: AH%DUE%$JNSRGHSRHHEYHEHSA Y%HEDHGSR EAT AHUYY DONKEY NUTS
Celene: Quit...Canadian...who the hell quits?
Tbest: MIA
Eternaltriumph: Where the hell has he been? Is he gone cause he got pussywhipped or something? Whatever...
#2: GOD...I miss him /cry
Luelle/otherlu: The Other Lu.
Zekky: Quit, kicking ass, raped me :\
Krystale/Girlwithpiercing: Magnets stick to her, Toke Canadian, hawt...she's 15 right?
Marzbarz: NINJA
Rowland: All your Pocoyo are belong to...him
Weewoo/Tool: He liked Asura and wont admit it.
Miemo: Has a mithra avi c.c
Kalyna: is a girl right? right? oh...lame
Gimmeurselables: TOO MUCH BOUNCE...TOO BIG, EWWWW
Sagittario: Lame elf whu runs around in a diaper subligar
Ludoggy: Faggot
Edit: The Family Ni Tree
Luelle's (And Citag's too!) birthday present
Pics worth referencing:
This OP is paid for and sponsored by Stiklelf
Fenrir.Scragg said: Code Rowland 29488 2007-06-24 16:06:00
Ludoggy 26597 2009-02-25 22:31:23
Flionheart 22174 2008-11-17 14:28:15
Krizz 22085 2007-06-30 15:22:38
Haseyo 20875 2009-01-12 15:55:51
Dameshi 19807 2009-02-17 10:29:14
Urial 18636 2008-02-09 01:15:03
Spence 18475 2009-05-04 11:26:27
Kalyna 15001 2010-01-21 11:40:04
Rydiya 13469 2008-05-16 05:24:33
Alyria 12656 2007-10-23 10:58:35
Tigerwoods 10807 2007-03-14 21:10:43
Enternius 10382 2007-08-10 04:14:29
Slipispsycho 10072 2008-09-05 08:56:34
Rumaha 10000 2009-02-20 13:28:03
Kojo 9060 2007-06-30 17:46:02
Sevourn 8567 2009-02-10 00:10:20
Cheyne 8527 2007-04-27 12:27:54
Mabrook 8356 2008-07-01 00:53:38
Marzbarz 7723 2010-01-10 14:12:5
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February 1st, 2012
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