All men are terrified because there is absolutely nothing you can do and when something goes wrong you are drowning in an ocean of helplessness. I have never felt so completely devoid of usefulness in my life.
idk. something about it all.... I worry for him, for his mom, that I won't be too deep into the whiskey when the little bugger decides to come along. the whole damn deal has me worked up. the doctor made me cut the cord last time. isn't that what I pay her good money for? for chistsakes that was icky. all the yelling, blood, adrenaline, & fear... by god. I'm not ready.
but, time waits for no man, so I suppose I better ***' get ready. I guess on the good side, a couple hours of that, then it will be back to normal, non-crazy wife.
happy wife = a happy life?
must be true, it rhymes.
Understandable. Did she have previous C-sections or something?
Ugh...I really need to not ask people about their previous experiences. It kind of puts me in a tizzy thinking about the possibility of something major or even minor happening out of the blue. Lately, it seems as though my buddies have been getting their kicks and giggles from revealing more and more gory details about the entire ordeal.
Oh God! I'm thinking about this in great detail again.
/deep breaths
/calming
/calming
/exhales
I'm really afraid that he is going to take me by surprise too! He's going to make it his business to come at a very inopportune time, you know? Like my concerns right now go from pooing on the table all the way to something disruptive happening resulting in cerebral palsy (my neighbor has a minor case from the birthing process) to having to get a Cesarean. It's weird.
/paranoid
At least I'll get some cooly-oolio drugs, right? LOL! Something you turds don't get the pleasure of. Maybe they should dole out some Valium for the dads or something?
I want to get back to normal again. I threw a fit about my calligraphy pens last weekend when I was writing Thank You and Christmas Cards. I see myself doing it, I know it's irrational, but it won't stop!
Sometimes I wonder what the actual tally of gun threads is on this site. That and the abortion threads. Kind of glad the religion threads have died off, but the subject always seems to make its grand appearance in the political threads anyway. Hmmm...
Sometimes I wonder what the actual tally of gun threads is on this site. That and the abortion threads. Kind of glad the religion threads have died off, but the subject always seems to make its grand appearance in the political threads anyway. Hmmm...
Probably a good thing. /shrug It's funny to watch who shows up to fight for fightings sake. You can clearly see it more now.
I miss them really lol... Most people are just talking points... they come up and regurgatate whatever they hear some speokesman say that meshes somewhat with their own thoughts...
For the gun ones they act like no one has ever had the right to conceal carry and if Illinois allows it now people will just go shooting eachother over every tiny little argument... oh you looked at me funny... Bam! shot ya! it's ridiculous really...
LOL! Yeah...I saw that too! What got me was the CoD hypothetical. Seriously? Every state that has concealed carry has not devolved into some state-wide shoot-out at the OK Corral.
LOL! Yeah...I saw that too! What got me was the CoD hypothetical. Seriously? Every state that has concealed carry has not devolved into some state-wide shoot-out at the OK Corral.
Illinois is the only hold out... all other states allow concealed carry...
Wish MD would loosen its grip on concealed carry. Circuit Court is reviewing the strike down on the part of MD that makes it super difficult to get a CWP. Once it does, I am applying for it. MERICA! =3
If I had a gun I'd either be scared to shoot it, or I'd want to shoot it. I probably shouldn't have a gun.
It's like anything else... becoming comfortable with something... you go to the range a few times and take instruction and then you get more comfortable with it because you've learned how to use it... There is definitely risk involved with it but honestly there are a great deal more responsible gun owners than anything...
Well they should be treated with respect and handled with proper training. They are serious things. When I got mine I showed my roommates how to handle it safely. Later one we went to a range.
Buy a lower caliber gun, bullets get cheaper, shure the rounds may not be as damaging to a person, but no one can tell what gun you have while its holstered. Still my 22LR rounds could do deadly damage just takes more than the 9mm rounds. =3
It's fun and relaxing! My grandfather used to spray-paint targets on hay bales for us kids to shoot when our tribe descended on his house. I still like goofing off with a bow more than a .22. Loud...Guns are loud!
Edit: As of 2010-10-05 14:48:06 CST, Ni reached 10,000 pages.
Since we all can't be on the same linkshell in game, this can be our cross server linkshell thread.
Like most linkshells, it can be pretty dead at times. Other times it's full of intense conversations about either rl, gear, goals, pokemon or anything else you want to contribute.
We can cover any sort of topic at all, within reason of the forum rules. No real main topic, just a bunch of FFXIAH friends/people coming on and discussing random things.
Yeah Chuu. Bringing you up to speed, Ludoggy is the LS pedophile. I'm the fountain of random and useless knowledge that makes you go "Hrm" with the occasional side of "holy shit he said what?"
Kungfu is the LS nutjob, spouting super random things that are usually sexist, until Savvy or Alyria comes into the room. Then he's a classic case of sexual harrassment. Rumaha is also true to the second part; we're wondering about his sexuality though.
Daj is Ludoggy's gay lover. Not much else is known about this Asuran. Tairo is kinda new, but since is a female and Alyria's lesbian lover, she fit right in real quick.
Celene(F) and Rowland(M) are more of the shyer members, but often say things that are witty, have a good pun and sometimes cause three page discussions. Celene hates when people hit on her. It doesn't stop them from trying.
Krizz is just social and likes to kill time here during work Tbest is about the same, except tends to be a douche to guys and affectionate toward girls.
Alyria is the most social female, gets groped a lot without provoking it by others, and Tairo ends up stabbing people for it. Cai is just a barrel of lols, I might be gay for him. If I wasn't straight.
Not sure about Citag, s/he's new. Kiriyu is just an in-out kinda person. Says one thing every three days that every guy makes a big fuss over. Ludoggy gets really defensive since she's asian and underage (might be 18 now).
Artem is the wayward soul that makes you ponder the meaning of life by constantly reminding us life can suck. But he deals, and so do we. About the same for Savannah, except people are more "AWH!" to her because of a vagina involved.
Dasva is the ex military man (as is Krizz but this doesn't apply to him) who hates the world and plots a way to destroy most of it.
Number2 is kinda like a mix between Cai and I; never bashes, likes to laugh and has odd avatars. His current suits a lot of the convos this LS gets into. Barti is most well known for his moustache. He gives mousatche rides for a fee. I'm missing a few people but whatever. CARRY ON!
Luelle Smells.
Roster of FFXIAH Ni (as of April 1st, 2010 Pocoyo avatar craze)
Happy b-day ls.
Heres my lame gift to AHLS, since Row is lame and took away the OP, I made my own!
Haseyo/Bignose: He's got a bigass nose, Leader of the RL avi revloution or some junk no one gives a crap about...crazy about his asian pop/rock bands and is a closet pedo. AKA LAME
Dameshi: wont level his sam sub and is a lolblu, LAME
Citag: Doesnt put out, Really lame
Dasva: Uses Chu as a cover up for his desire for me greased up and naked on his bed, Lame.
Rydiya/Bra+Panties: Secret lesbien, doesnt wear bra+panties, like to knit and other old people stuff (bingo)
Pikachu/Chu: Hi Chu, I love chu
Kryee/Socks: Noms on socks, wears the sam red pair everyday and frequently sniffs her arm pits.
Cheyne: Domo origoto, Mr Roboto...I think he's gay.
Urial: SOCCER IS LAME AND YOU'RE LAME.
Thundars: LOLCANADIAN
Spence: LOLFRENCHCANADIAN
Enterius/ghost: He's a ghost...he'll say something witty to me later.
Ixe: Ducky face and cant seem to get a straw in her mouth (can get other things in there though)
Mairah: She cool...lame
Bart: Full times OPO-OPO, free mustache rides otherwise LAME
Sav/Mango: Field trips, yay!
Aly/thatgreenmodthatwillbanmeifIsayanythingbad: *tapes*
Woody: You're not Italian...no tea for you.
Sectum: My apprentice...loves asian girls, loves to cook...he's awesome. put me in a story where I wasnt a pedo and that'd cool
Rum:STOP RAIDING MY BASEMENT AND TAKING AWAY MY GIRLS GAWD. Long Islander...lame
Valencea:Wont tell me the color of her undies, you lost the bet...no we cant get married...NO MEANS NO
Kojo:Open pedo...he likes scat, ewww
Tohsou: I think he's a pedo with a girlfriend as cover up, lame.
Kiriyu/strawberry: Lurk Less post moar! I see you what you are doing!
Krizz: Mohawk guy #1
Triet: Mohawk guy #1...wait
Bloodbathboy: The Hulk
Kungfuhustle: AH%DUE%$JNSRGHSRHHEYHEHSA Y%HEDHGSR EAT AHUYY DONKEY NUTS
Celene: Quit...Canadian...who the hell quits?
Tbest: MIA
Eternaltriumph: Where the hell has he been? Is he gone cause he got pussywhipped or something? Whatever...
#2: GOD...I miss him /cry
Luelle/otherlu: The Other Lu.
Zekky: Quit, kicking ass, raped me :\
Krystale/Girlwithpiercing: Magnets stick to her, Toke Canadian, hawt...she's 15 right?
Marzbarz: NINJA
Rowland: All your Pocoyo are belong to...him
Weewoo/Tool: He liked Asura and wont admit it.
Miemo: Has a mithra avi c.c
Kalyna: is a girl right? right? oh...lame
Gimmeurselables: TOO MUCH BOUNCE...TOO BIG, EWWWW
Sagittario: Lame elf whu runs around in a diaper subligar
Ludoggy: Faggot
Edit: The Family Ni Tree
Luelle's (And Citag's too!) birthday present
[h1]H1[/h1]
[h2]H2[/h2]
[h3]H3[/h3]
[figlet]Figlet[/figlet]
[spoiler="Custom spoiler!"][h1]Yay[/h1][/spoiler]
[soundcloud]http://soundcloud.com/matas/hobnotropic[/soundcloud]
Will try to get to more stuff when I can.
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