I've wanted back into the industry for a very long time. I'm actually 5'7 3/4", I lack a scale to check my weight but I used to be 125. I feel like 115 or so. I also am small boned. So I'll likely end up gaining an eating disorder or something, but oh well. Not like I can keep anything down at the moment, that isn't Coffee, or alcohol.
How can you be so nonchalant about your life and the choices that you make? This will affect you for the rest of your life.
Eh. I guess, because I don't really care? Bleh. Had to put off my open call 'til Wednesday.
It's your choice if you want to hate life & yourself. No one else can help you but yourself and if you don't want to fix yourself it's your pain. You can't rely on anyone else in this world except for yourself. I feel little to any sympathy for you. From the sounds of it you like the pity and attention you get from these forums because its where people pretend to care, or care a little. I don't mean to be rude but everyone on here isn't going to be able to help you, sure they can make you feel happy for a split second but.. Honestly, do something with your life so that you don't become into the next intervention. Alcohol and starving yourself WILL NOT make you feel better so..
I was thinking about it last night after not being able to sleep,
and I think the best thing for you to do is VOLUNTEER. It gets you experience and youll finally be able to get off the computer and make yourself feel better. I SWEAR.
That's the thing. Nothing really makes me feel better, maybe for a few minutes, but that's it.
I've wanted back into the industry for a very long time. I'm actually 5'7 3/4", I lack a scale to check my weight but I used to be 125. I feel like 115 or so. I also am small boned. So I'll likely end up gaining an eating disorder or something, but oh well. Not like I can keep anything down at the moment, that isn't Coffee, or alcohol.
How can you be so nonchalant about your life and the choices that you make? This will affect you for the rest of your life.
Eh. I guess, because I don't really care? Bleh. Had to put off my open call 'til Wednesday.
It's your choice if you want to hate life & yourself. No one else can help you but yourself and if you don't want to fix yourself it's your pain. You can't rely on anyone else in this world except for yourself. I feel little to any sympathy for you. From the sounds of it you like the pity and attention you get from these forums because its where people pretend to care, or care a little. I don't mean to be rude but everyone on here isn't going to be able to help you, sure they can make you feel happy for a split second but.. Honestly, do something with your life so that you don't become into the next intervention. Alcohol and starving yourself WILL NOT make you feel better so.. I was thinking about it last night after not being able to sleep, and I think the best thing for you to do is VOLUNTEER. It gets you experience and youll finally be able to get off the computer and make yourself feel better. I SWEAR.
That's the thing. Nothing really makes me feel better, maybe for a few minutes, but that's it.
OK Riddles, you need to stay positive, I can tell you now there is nothing in your life as far as you have told us stopping you from doing anything so you have no reason at all to be so goddam whiny all the time, I still like you but I'm verging on the edge of wanting to slap you with a giant trout >_>. It frustrates me and everyone else listening to you complain about the same insignificant bs every day, your not an idiot so choose something to work towards and go do it, if it's getting a job then go get a damn job, get out there and go make a REAL effort to speak with employers, ***if I can get a job in one of the worst affected areas of the UK post recession I'm sure you can. Stop using the internet as an agony aunt and make something happen for yourself, your fit and healthy you have no kids no dependants there is nothing absolutely nothing stopping you, there are people in far worse situations than you are (if you can even call your situation bad because I don't see what the big deal is that's stopping you from doing anything).
God I love that. Like last night fighting that stupid mandy all the tanks were weakened so the smns were sorta tanking but at 3% one of them pulls hate and it ran to them and all of them got doomed lol.
I pull a chainspell and a rng sidewinders ftw... seconds later all the smns fall down dead lol
OK Riddles, you need to stay positive, I can tell you now there is nothing in your life as far as you have told us stopping you from doing anything so you have no reason at all to be so goddam whiny all the time, I still like you but I'm verging on the edge of wanting to slap you with a giant trout >_>. It frustrates me and everyone else listening to you complain about the same insignificant bs every day, your not an idiot so choose something to work towards and go do it, if it's getting a job then go get a damn job, get out there and go make a REAL effort to speak with employers, ***if I can get a job in one of the worst affected areas of the UK post recession I'm sure you can. Stop using the internet as an agony aunt and make something happen for yourself, your fit and healthy you have no kids no dependants there is nothing absolutely nothing stopping you, there are people in far worse situations than you are (if you can even call your situation bad because I don't see what the big deal is that's stopping you from doing anything).
Weak little legs. Kind of hard to find a job when you're a failure at anything, and I have too much pride to go into selling myself off, just to make others feel better.
Edit: As of 2010-10-05 14:48:06 CST, Ni reached 10,000 pages.
Since we all can't be on the same linkshell in game, this can be our cross server linkshell thread.
Like most linkshells, it can be pretty dead at times. Other times it's full of intense conversations about either rl, gear, goals, pokemon or anything else you want to contribute.
We can cover any sort of topic at all, within reason of the forum rules. No real main topic, just a bunch of FFXIAH friends/people coming on and discussing random things.
Yeah Chuu. Bringing you up to speed, Ludoggy is the LS pedophile. I'm the fountain of random and useless knowledge that makes you go "Hrm" with the occasional side of "holy shit he said what?"
Kungfu is the LS nutjob, spouting super random things that are usually sexist, until Savvy or Alyria comes into the room. Then he's a classic case of sexual harrassment. Rumaha is also true to the second part; we're wondering about his sexuality though.
Daj is Ludoggy's gay lover. Not much else is known about this Asuran. Tairo is kinda new, but since is a female and Alyria's lesbian lover, she fit right in real quick.
Celene(F) and Rowland(M) are more of the shyer members, but often say things that are witty, have a good pun and sometimes cause three page discussions. Celene hates when people hit on her. It doesn't stop them from trying.
Krizz is just social and likes to kill time here during work Tbest is about the same, except tends to be a douche to guys and affectionate toward girls.
Alyria is the most social female, gets groped a lot without provoking it by others, and Tairo ends up stabbing people for it. Cai is just a barrel of lols, I might be gay for him. If I wasn't straight.
Not sure about Citag, s/he's new. Kiriyu is just an in-out kinda person. Says one thing every three days that every guy makes a big fuss over. Ludoggy gets really defensive since she's asian and underage (might be 18 now).
Artem is the wayward soul that makes you ponder the meaning of life by constantly reminding us life can suck. But he deals, and so do we. About the same for Savannah, except people are more "AWH!" to her because of a vagina involved.
Dasva is the ex military man (as is Krizz but this doesn't apply to him) who hates the world and plots a way to destroy most of it.
Number2 is kinda like a mix between Cai and I; never bashes, likes to laugh and has odd avatars. His current suits a lot of the convos this LS gets into. Barti is most well known for his moustache. He gives mousatche rides for a fee. I'm missing a few people but whatever. CARRY ON!
Luelle Smells.
Roster of FFXIAH Ni (as of April 1st, 2010 Pocoyo avatar craze)
Happy b-day ls.
Heres my lame gift to AHLS, since Row is lame and took away the OP, I made my own!
Haseyo/Bignose: He's got a bigass nose, Leader of the RL avi revloution or some junk no one gives a crap about...crazy about his asian pop/rock bands and is a closet pedo. AKA LAME
Dameshi: wont level his sam sub and is a lolblu, LAME
Citag: Doesnt put out, Really lame
Dasva: Uses Chu as a cover up for his desire for me greased up and naked on his bed, Lame.
Rydiya/Bra+Panties: Secret lesbien, doesnt wear bra+panties, like to knit and other old people stuff (bingo)
Pikachu/Chu: Hi Chu, I love chu
Kryee/Socks: Noms on socks, wears the sam red pair everyday and frequently sniffs her arm pits.
Cheyne: Domo origoto, Mr Roboto...I think he's gay.
Urial: SOCCER IS LAME AND YOU'RE LAME.
Thundars: LOLCANADIAN
Spence: LOLFRENCHCANADIAN
Enterius/ghost: He's a ghost...he'll say something witty to me later.
Ixe: Ducky face and cant seem to get a straw in her mouth (can get other things in there though)
Mairah: She cool...lame
Bart: Full times OPO-OPO, free mustache rides otherwise LAME
Sav/Mango: Field trips, yay!
Aly/thatgreenmodthatwillbanmeifIsayanythingbad: *tapes*
Woody: You're not Italian...no tea for you.
Sectum: My apprentice...loves asian girls, loves to cook...he's awesome. put me in a story where I wasnt a pedo and that'd cool
Rum:STOP RAIDING MY BASEMENT AND TAKING AWAY MY GIRLS GAWD. Long Islander...lame
Valencea:Wont tell me the color of her undies, you lost the bet...no we cant get married...NO MEANS NO
Kojo:Open pedo...he likes scat, ewww
Tohsou: I think he's a pedo with a girlfriend as cover up, lame.
Kiriyu/strawberry: Lurk Less post moar! I see you what you are doing!
Krizz: Mohawk guy #1
Triet: Mohawk guy #1...wait
Bloodbathboy: The Hulk
Kungfuhustle: AH%DUE%$JNSRGHSRHHEYHEHSA Y%HEDHGSR EAT AHUYY DONKEY NUTS
Celene: Quit...Canadian...who the hell quits?
Tbest: MIA
Eternaltriumph: Where the hell has he been? Is he gone cause he got pussywhipped or something? Whatever...
#2: GOD...I miss him /cry
Luelle/otherlu: The Other Lu.
Zekky: Quit, kicking ass, raped me :\
Krystale/Girlwithpiercing: Magnets stick to her, Toke Canadian, hawt...she's 15 right?
Marzbarz: NINJA
Rowland: All your Pocoyo are belong to...him
Weewoo/Tool: He liked Asura and wont admit it.
Miemo: Has a mithra avi c.c
Kalyna: is a girl right? right? oh...lame
Gimmeurselables: TOO MUCH BOUNCE...TOO BIG, EWWWW
Sagittario: Lame elf whu runs around in a diaper subligar
Ludoggy: Faggot
Edit: The Family Ni Tree
Luelle's (And Citag's too!) birthday present
[h1]H1[/h1]
[h2]H2[/h2]
[h3]H3[/h3]
[figlet]Figlet[/figlet]
[spoiler="Custom spoiler!"][h1]Yay[/h1][/spoiler]
[soundcloud]http://soundcloud.com/matas/hobnotropic[/soundcloud]
Will try to get to more stuff when I can.
Disclaimer: Your Feelings May Get Hurt In Your Stay Here.
