Savannah said:
except he was my best friend....
and i let him down....
If he's your best friend...he'll forgive you.
Hell, I gauge the strength of my friendships
with the arguments we have...if we can scream at each other, yet still remain friends afterwards...obviously it's meant to be. I find it enriches the friendship to have a good row now and again, honestly.
At any rate...I hope everything works out.