Dasva said:
Your ideas about me are rather amusing by now. FYI I got out of the NAVY and have alot more choices in life now. Whole reason I didn't stay in despite the large amounts of money they were throwing my way just wasn't worth it. Wtf do you mean I deserve whats coming next? Do you now claim to know the future with your great mysticism or are you planning my demise? And people who suffer don't deserve more suffering though they often do get it. Oh and I can and do talk to savannah alot more outside of the forums then I do in... so yeah perhaps I know her a little better then you think.
Me agreeing with your claim of being one who suffers more than people who work for quarters, dollars, a week (aka sweatshops) was quite sarcastic. Obviously the things you experience are going to be more real and heavier on you than what other people experience. This is relativity. And because you CHOSE (don't say joining the military was not a choice) to lock yourself up in a sub for a few months at a time so you can have a better resume, it isn't exactly the same kind of suffering of someone who works in a sweatshop, potentially stuck there for the rest of their lives, experiences.
We just see where this is all headed. And if you decided to own your choices instead of making it all up to be the circumstance of everyone else's will, you would deserve the freedom and liberation you invite into your life by doing so.
I believe everyone gets what they deserve, and suffering is relative. Perhaps the one who dies suffers less than those who remain as witness.
A lot of my suffering is in the mental anguish, trying to comprehend stupidity and ignorance. Not implying that you and sav represent this at all. (actually, i totally am via sarcasm)
When you get done with the porn you make, make sure you post it for us. We wouldn't want anything to go to waste, would we?