Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

Is that Lincecum's breaking ball? :p

The part of an enzymatic action that requires the highest amount of energy is its activation. It's kinda like that for depression too. That is not to say the following steps are easy, but really, being able to start is extremely difficult.
There's also the problem that depression in a counterintuitive sense, is comforting. You hate it, you suffer, but at the same time a part of you doesn't want to let it go.
It's like being in a cradle at the bottom of a pit. You're sad down there, but you look up towards the exit and think it's impossible to climb out, and at the same time the cradle is so comfortable. It sucks in here, but I'll stay just a little longer, maybe tomorrow I'll try...

Motivation is a serious problem with depression. It's not easy to find it, but it you have to. It's like getting up from a couch for a decrepit person, it takes the energy of running a marathon just to stand up.

I finally found some time in my life to post on this website again.

Mostly in the past month I have been lurking, but even then, it's only for at most 2 minutes at a time.

It's been a very crazy month for me. I'm just glad it's over....

Never noticed before, that the four elemental locations are almost in a perfect square, with the temple being directly in the middle of them all.

That hurts just to watch.

I never knew (or hear) this song in FFXI.



I wonder where this music plays.

Isnt it the bgm to mithra creation?

I see. Weird every time i created a char i never saw the char videos im seeing in youtube right now, i dont know if they changed or what.

At least all the times i created a char the song was always Vana'diel march.

Hearing this always reminds me of the first day I started playing all those years ago.

Dude those rabbits were out for *** blood.

Should have used a Holy Hand Grenade.

THY HOLY HAND GRENADE OF ANTIOCH!

Mmanaged to snag this today