Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

I am, incidentally, on Facebook way too much. It's like...friends with a comfortable buffer. I can talk to people and communicate with friends and family without having to be in "performance mode" all the time.

It's actually something my wife makes fun of me for because she's not even really into that level of social interaction most of the time.

That and all the pictures of all of our friends having babies makes her even grumpier than it makes me.

I dunno... sometimes I think I'm a sociopath or something. I've always been detached and calculating, on top of just being brutally honest with people and speaking my mind. Emotions have always been like a light switch. I can turn it on when I need to and be empathetic or caring and such, but other than the times it is needed it is just wasted energy.

The P&R section is either good for a giggle or absolutely mind boggling with how stupid some people can be.

The slow decaying death of the LOL Thread annoys me because now I actually have to go to multiple sites for my daily lols pictures.

RT is just that for me... where I spew my random thoughts on my mind at the time. I don't mind anyone and read posts and such, and chatting is a good way to kill free time on here.

Honestly though I don't feel I have a personal connection with anyone on this site. Kinda like work or school, it is just the people on ah that I chat with.

This, so much. Leila dammit, get on the ball!

It feels like everyone is always like "lol it's just the internet", but there are real people posting, you're not talking to bots. What's is so laughable about wanting to be friends with people you talk to on a forum? They're real as much as I am.

I completely agree, I don't treat anyone on the internet any different than I treat people in real life.

treat everyone equally~ men are men, women are men, and children are FBI agents

Yeaaaaaahhhh... working as a substitute teacher for the third time this weeeeeeeeek...

Seriously, this school needs more substitute teachers.

Afternoon, everyone. How goes things?

*sprawls out on the floor*

I'm juss chillin' substituting a class. They're like 10 seniors and they're all working, so I'd just get in the way at this point.

doing fabulous~

I tend to be this way with positive feelings, actually. To the point where family -- and even my wife -- sometimes gets disappointed at my reaction to gifts or other surprising positive things because they think I'm not happy with them. Similarly, I process grief in similar fashion...somewhat blankly.

Truth be told, my brain just sort of processes positives a bit differently from negatives. But I don't blame them for extrapolating things that way, because when things make me mad, I'm absolutely animated. When things are funny, I guffaw like an idiot. But there's...I don't know. Similarly, it's difficult for me to express gratitude properly; whenever I try it feels like I'm being fake, even though I'm 100% sincere.

It doesn't help that I also laugh at inappropriate things sometimes.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm bad at feelings.

MOAR~!

Yeah. That's...that's just great.

Hm... Have too many sparks of eminence; gonna start losing them if I'm not careful. :x
Also have no idea what to spend my green and red mog pells on. Too many choices. @_@

downloading the smash bros demo, got 4 codes through Club Nintendo :x

I've played DDs for so long that even if I were to run out of chapters to buy for upgrades (unlikely) I still can always buy magic skill tomes. And, because SE can go *** itself*, I need eminent bullets for corsair too, so...


*Thanks, SE. Thank you for *** alchemists for the past like four years.

you make it sound like its a bad thing to have more

I grabbed Luzaf with red since I missed him last time(and was majorly butthurt about it), and with green morbol hat...I have a fancy hats collection.

wonder how long an update i have, since i havnt been on since the anniversery event ;x