Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

I wonder why I have become so negative over these last few months...

Is it because I keep thinking about death and how I don't know what happens afterwards? Will I even be able to dream or is it one big black void and I'm just alone for eternity? I don't know what will happen, surely I'm not the only one who has thought of this...It's weird, humans live for several decades, then they die. Is that it? Do we just live and then just die? Yeah cultural impacts are all fine and dandy, but our marks as common people will just get forgotten and it'll be a wonder if any of us ever even existed.

Is life really that small? I wonder if we die, what becomes of our consciousness? Does that just fade away? Go permanently dormant?

I'm legitimately scared, I sometimes fear what happens despite living a nice happy life (so far) but whenever my mind drifts to that topic before I go to sleep, I just can't sleep because I keep wondering.

Or think about how insanely lucky all of us posters are on the grand scale.

Most humans aren't born into a life with internet access and first world countries.

I come back to ya'll being deep as ***

Touche.

Mgrr

*comes out from behind the couch too with ruffled hair*

What is this? it looks so familiar.

*steps out from behind couch and straightens SCH skirt*

\o/

What is this? it looks so familiar.

*throws blanket over Seha*

lol

*disappears under the blanket*

*reappears at the door pointing hands at Spath for the applause*

The magic trick was a success!

Excellent! Now for our next trick we'll *snaps fingers, making a small spark and a flash of fire for a brief moment*
have a little fire-play! Lovely assistant, would you please bring me the inferno cube?

*brings cube smiling plastically at the crowd*

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