Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

When the site goes down, we will all scatter. How many of us will remember each other, and how many will stay in contact? Sure, the ones who play FFXIV will likely still talk and pal around, but what about the others? Will all the connections we've made here just dissolve like fine sugar in tea, with nary a trace of it after all is said and done? How many will be sad, how many will be happy? Does any of this matter? Why are you still reading my ramblings?

Seriously though, I'm greatly saddened.

I am admittedly terrible at keeping in touch will people, chances are that I will simply vanish from the lives of those who I don't know in game. This has always been my way, I'm terrible at keeping in touch and as such not really worth the effort to keep in touch with. This is how it went in elementary school, in high school, at my old job, after collage and it saddens me that I am not a more outgoing person and able to hold onto these friends.

But despite being saddened I have come to accept that I am basically a ghost. I remember everyone I've ever known well enough to call a friend, remember all the good times and consider these memories a blessing. I will remember all of you just as I remember all my friends from elementary school, from high school, from my old work and from collage. There will be many a time where a memory floats to the surface and brings a smile to my face. Given this I can be content, and can only hope that the memory of me brings the same response to those I have called friends over the course of my life.