Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

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It's not hard to understand. Difficult to empathize with maybe.

I mean to RT.

I'm scared, be gentle!

I'm more of a shut-in, I keep to myself.

Looking for an outlet for my boredom while waiting for derpfinder groups D:

I skipped running my AKs today to finish gathering all the XIII weapons, getting BLM to 15, unlocking SMN, and doing all the quests. Now I'm sleepy.

Honestly, I was always outgoing. Even from a younger age. You don't have to get it, point is it still exists. It is extremely common for teens, young adults, etc to go through those kinds of phases. If you're like me, which I'm sure a lot of people are and many people I know are, then after 18 years of being in a power struggle with your own authority figures, it's easy to take the wrong paths when the reigns are in your own hands after 18. Well, I wouldn't necessarily say wrong. I don't judge people for what they do. It is their life and they will either grow from it or be consumed. But yeah, came from a small town where it was really common to get caught up in pressure and the "drinking" and partying and rebel seen really early on because it is what country kids from a podunk little town have to entertain themselves. I didn't get involved in it then, but it was easy to in college and I enjoyed myself. I wouldn't call myself a rebel at all, but of course I made mistakes.

I don't regret anything. My "rebel phase." I'm an incredible person now and I have strong confidence in myself and my future and I am extremely compassionate. Was I always? Absolutely not. But I've grown into what I am through every experience.

*** eh, forgive the ranting tonight haha

Fortunately i finished all my myth farming for the week, whatever i do now is just to gear up blm better. Mnk is my main but 15 min wp runs on blm are sweet lol.

We all have different life experiences that define who we are, people we spend time with influence us in ways we might have never thought to be possible before, so I guess some things can push someone to not think and do stupid stuff, as long as they are having "fun". I had awful experiences when I was younger, having to deal with my father's death and my mother...probably toughed me up and just skip the phase entirely. I was the quiet student, working on my homework and reading when I could, rarely had any friends growing up, and worked when I could.

I've been capped on Mythos for days, I need more DL for SCH.

Yall cray

Woo! Finally beat easy Garuda! My streak of bad groups comes to an end!
Now to download the Bravely Default demo and finish up the rest of these story quests~

I just never got into partying cause i don't like crowds or large groups of people, i usually hang around alone wanting to leave cause i cant relate to people D:

I was that guy that tried talking to those like Kali, the quiet ones. It usually ended in them hating me, them being cool with me and hanging out in the small group of friends I had, or they showed the reason they were always alone and had no friends. In high school, I got along with everyone, Never had big problems.

Anxiety issues? (If so, me too. >.>)