Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

My wife and I are partially seperated now (only woman I've ever slept with and married for 6 years end of last month) basically because she is too aggressive and has no social skills whereas I tend to remain passive and talk my laughing *** off, ever since I lost my job about 2 months ago I have had to borrow money and sell my car to pay for bills. I've been in my apt by myself for about 2 and half weeks now and I feel like I have more time then problems now even tho I still don't have an income, I'm really happy she left; she's living by my parents house and wants to come back, but I don't want to deal with her and her impatients- 90% of the time when she calls she screams + curses the kids then says hello, kinda like that stalker chicks eyes... goosebumps I tell ya!

I feel bad for my boys from what is happening and how I don't wanna go by her because my Dad and her will tag team on me, not to mention my mom will be here from vacation next month so she's gonna get on me as well.

I'm starting a new business that'll make me about 100-150k/year so money will be coming in close to next month, wants are/were(?) a big problem between me and my wife because I buy her $400+ purses, $300+ watches, 1M outfits + shoes, technology etc, and she has about $15-20k in gold and diamonds...

I gave her a proposal and told her that I wanna build a house overseas and that it'll be ready in close to 6 months or so but I have to stay in the US for my business and that I don't want to live like I used to staying plumped into video games to drain out all the horrible things I've heard directed at me because my wife talks bad about me to everyone. I mean ya we all do *** up ***sometimes and such, but most of the time it's the same thing and the fact that she isn't life smart outside of the house and kids kills the crap out of me because I can't hold a conversation worth a kindergarten's diploma...

Here is where the problem arises: I can't live without a woman, so I wanna get married again or live single for a while- is it a horrible thing?