Celene, understand you are a cool cat and very down to earth, which thus makes you a minority among women.
I think I can speak for most men when I say a good chunk of women are neurotic, cryptic, delusional, and/or psychotic.
On topic: I'd probably stop playing MMOs for awhile until I got school taken care of and use my free time to go out more and play guitar. There's always a billion awesome single player consoles games for rainy days ^^
In short: Wait for Rapture.